Monday, October 26, 2009


So I've been wrestling with this desire for a while now and the more I think about it the more I want to do it.

Let me back up a second and explain the situation for a second. Outwardly I'm a pretty normal guy. I have a profession that labels me a nerd, an easy going demeanor and a overall normal life in a pretty boring small city. Nothing about who I am or what I do really labels me as a sexual out lier. Societal wisdom would say that I should be happy with sex twice a month and my monthly blow job. But I'm not happy with that. I am constantly on the search for more excitement.

Where to get that in a dying little town? I am pretty sure my frustration with Craigslist, Ashley Madison have been pretty well documented. So more and more I've been thinking about turning to an escort. Part of me thinks it's cheating the system, what's worth having that you don't work for right? But then the other part of me looks at it like this: If I need help doing my taxes, I call an accountant. If someone takes me to court, I call a lawyer. So if I'm looking to get something sexual out of my system why not call an escort?

But I'm not sure if I'm going to do it yet. Obviously I haven't yet, but something inside me thinks it could be fun. It could spice things up. But most of the time I hold out hope I can find someone or someones to do the same thing with without having to pay each time.

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